i though age made you more mature.
but it seems that i'm wrong.
you're so in love with yourself that you can't see that other people have their responsibilities.

responsibility.
it seems that according to some people.
its something lacking in me.
but its just labels.
its not that i care anyway.
simply because i'm going to leave soon.
and maybe never going back there.
its just never the same anymore.

so i had a spat with my mother yesterday. simply because she wouldnt let me work where i wanna work.
now that im finally going to be legal in like, almost a week's time.
i can do what i want right?
it seems not.

i hope that i get a present from jason!
i so wouldnt mind a present from him.
like if i get to spend a whole night with him or something.
can i?

QUIZ TIME!

1. Are you smiling?
- not really.

2. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
- nope.

3. What's irritating you right now?
- class. and certain people.

4. When did you last eat pizza?
- i have no idea.

5. When was the last time you ate ice cream?
- today! Ben and Jerry!

6. Do you have any friends who are famous?
- how about jason?

7. Are you any good at poker?
- i dont even know how to play poker!

8. What do you want?
- to work in a bar.

9. Are you tired?
- sleepy more than tired.

10. Do you like anyone?
- yeah. him.

11. Coke or pepsi?
- neither.

12.Do you ever throw up?
- i love to throw up.

13. Beer or water?
- vodka.

14. Staying home & reading or going out & seeing a movie?
- at home and sleeping!

15. Taco Bell or McDonald's?
- neither?

16 .Last thing you said?
- EH?

17 . What are you wearing?
- my green t-shirt. my denim skirt. my stars and rainbow shoes.

18. How many Abercrombie shirts do you
own?
- 0.

19 .How many Myspace views do you
have?
- 200 plus. pathetic, i know.

21.Do you believe dreams come true?
- i do. because mine came true.

22. Do you like reunion concert tours?
- eh, depending?

24.Who is in the room with you?
- all my classmates.

25. What are you wearing on your feet?
- my stars and rainbows pumps.

26 . What's your favorite pair of shoes?
- my converse!

27. Who was the last person that told you they loved you?
- he said it ever so subtlety.

28. What was the last thing you ate?
- lunch.

2 9. What were you doing before this?
- having lunch.

30. What is the closest item near you that is black?
- my laptop.

31 . What was the last text message you received?
- from my dunfu friend.

32 . What did you do last night?
- on the phone with him.

33 . What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?
- i have 4 pairs of jeans, go figure.

34 what is the last movie you watched?
- the notebook.

35. Last movie you saw at the cinema?
- balls of fury. with mummy.

36. Ever date anybody from myspace?
- nope.

37.Ever been to QuizPox.com?
- nope.

38 .Where are your parents?
- mummy's at work. daddy's in heaven.

39 .Where did you get the pants you're wearing?
- i'm not wearing pants.

41.Where was your default picture taken?
- from deviantart.

42.Why did you pick your background?
- because it reminds me of him.

43.Who are you currently texting?
- nobody?

44.Are you happy with where you are?
- i guess?

45.Is cheating ever okay?
- NEVER.

46 . Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
- i did. but now i know better.

47 .Are you happy with yourself?
- i better be.

48. How old will you be this time next year?
- 18 going on 19. cause of the birthday.

49. Do you want someone you can't have?
- i already have who i want. so its okay.

50. Who makes you smile the most?
- HIM.


i really am a happy girl. thats what i've noticed.
and its all because of him.